Tuesday, November 4, 2008

1) Go Ask Alice
2) Black Hawk Down
3) The boy in Striped Pajamas
4) To kill a mocking bird


I dont really want to read any of these.

Choice Books

I don't want to read any of these books. I really don't want to read "To Kill a Mockingbird" or The boy in Striped Pajamas. I have read part of "To Kill a Mockingbird" and I had to stop because I hated it, and almost everyone that I have asked said that "The Boy in Striped Pajamas" is terrible.

Thursday, October 30, 2008

21

This was a sad way to end the book. It was sad that the man who stepped out of his way and really tried to be a father for Ishmael would die. It was sad that, again, he lost someone he loved. At least he was still relativily safe and out of harm. Really it was more interesting than sad. The fact that the government takeover was like a deja vu moment. I think the little bit at the end was weird. I dont understand why he would add in something about the political situation. I think someone told him to. I think he was also trying to get more pages. Oh well it doesnt really matter. I think it was a good book

19-20

These chapters are much more uplifting. These chapters show the side of him that everyone knows is there but Ismael has not shown us yet. It is more comic and happy. The scene in New York shows the curostiy of him, just like a normal kid. He is facsinated by all of the loud noises of people buzzing around, yelling for taxis, construction, and music. The lights are interesting to him. All of the stoplights, which he has seen very few of, television screens, and bright store signs and buliten boards. He is also intriuged by all of the people. There are so many people of all different backgrounds and races. This all leads him to believe that every day is christmas in New York.
But, these chapters also show us the maturaity that the war has thrust upon him. The war has forced him to be like a father and stand up to tough situations. The war has forced him to be able to keep his composure. The UN meeting is an example of this. He not really nervous, which is sad. He is a kid, he should be nervous. He should not be the calm. I think that he has matured to fast and misses out on some of his childhood.

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

17-18

These two chapters are a breath of fresh air. He is finally starting to become what you and I consider a normal human being. He has made a very good new friend in Esther. He can finally express his emotions and talk about things that are good or are bothering him. He can express his opinions and live. He is doing well in his rehabilitation center. He can now do as he pleases. Esther evens takes him and his friend to Freetown. She buys him two tapes of rap music. The rap music, i think, really is a big deal. It takes him back to his childhood, when he was safe and loved by his family. It gives him a sense of peace and happieness.

15-16

Chapter 15 is very significant. It really shows the amount or lack of sensitivity left. They are taken away by the civilians to safety and out of the war. This makes the soldiers that are taken, including Ishmael, very mad. They do not understand why these people are taking them from the army. They want to stay and fight the rebels. They believe because of brainwashing, that the Rebels killed their parents, when quite possibly, the Government killed their family. It is very disturbing when they all get headaches from not killing and not having drugs. It is disturbing when they ask the civilians if they have any drugs. It is disturbing when they are jealous of the soldiers still in the army because they have weapons, grenades, guns, bayonnets, and most importantly drugs. They get mad and it is sad that they are that addicted to drugs.

Monday, October 27, 2008

Choice Books

1)A Quiet Strength Tony Dungy I have heard from many people that this is a good book.

2)A Season on the Brink John Feinstein I read this and it is good. It is very detailed and informative.

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

13-14

Chapter 13 was very different from all of the other chapters because it is the first chapter he is a boy soldier. He is starting to become the very thing he feared a month before. He also became less afraid of the rebels. He got it into his head that he was indestructable now that he has a gun. He is very over-confident. This shows when they attack the rebels. He gets lucky to not get killed in the first place. Then when his friends get shot, he stands up in a state of invincibility and walks to them and moves them by tree. He does not think that he too, could get shot while he was lying down let alone standing up. He was extremely lucky to not get shot while standing up. I think his friends getting shot put a little sense of reality into him, but when he stood up and did not get shot the reality was reversed.

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

11-12

Chapter 11 was very hard to read because I could start to relate to some of the things he is doing. I also blame other people for no reason because I don't want to blame myself. I think many people have the tendency to want to blame someone or something else for something. It was also hard to read because Gasemu dies. This is hard to read because the last thing Ishmael ever did to him or with him was fight and hit him in the head with a rock. The last time he talked to him he was mean and was blaming him for being late and he was unable to see his family. Chapter 12 was more violent but, easier to read. It was easier for me to read because I could not relate to him and his actions did not drive me crazy because I knew he would regret his decision. This may sound bad but it is easier to read if I feel like his situations are very unlikely situations for me. In chapter 12 I find that it is almost relieving yet discomforting when he becomes a boy soldier. It is relieving because he will always have protection with his gun and he will be with his group of soldiers. He will not be helpless if he sees rebels. It is discomforting because he is a soldier and will be exposed to war so much more

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

10

In chapter 10 it is very symbolistic when Saidu dies. It is symbolistic because it shows the hardship and the life that they are living. Their life is so bad and harsh that people just are willing to give up and die. They just dont have the will to live after all that they have been through. They just can not keep going and just cant take the pain anymore. It is sad when Ishmael explains how they had all gotten to where they were. It was sickening that he had to watch his sisters get raped while he nor anyone else could do anything to stop it. It showed the straight brutality and power that the rebels had. It showed that they were so forceful nothing could stop them. The rapes showed the daily activity of the rebels; killing, raping, and terrorizing and striking fear into innocent civilians. THe rebels had almost all control over the peoples daily lives even if they were there or not. They were impacting the way people acted when they were no where near.

8-9

I think it is very sad but very promising and happy when he gets lost in the forest. It is sad because he is alone and can not find his way out. He makes friends with the snakes he sees slithering by. He is in trouble because he is starving and has not found any food until he sees the birds eating strange fruit. He seems to not have anything. It is uplifting because he has found a source of self-security, and peace. He feels safe and has a place to sleep. He finally has food. He is somewhat safe from the rebels. It is also sad that he almost does not want to think or dream because it makes him sad. The thought of his grandfather and the medicine he would give him made him sad. After he gets out of the forest he and his buddies find the ocean. They were scared because they have never seen the ocean. This was very sad, yet inspiring. It was sad because they would not get the expierence of going to the ocean for the first time with their parents. It was inspiring because they had overcome so much and to reach a beautiful sight and a peaceful sight. It was inspiring because they got so much motivation and happieness out of this sight. These chapters were all about ups and downs and almost momentum changes in their will to live.

Monday, October 13, 2008

6-7

In these two chapters the boys start to realize what a huge predicament they are really in. Every where they go they are suspected of being rebels because they are of age. They are wrongly stereotyped and treated. People just assume that they are rebels because they are that age even though they do not have weapons, they are starving, or have proper equipment or clothes. People are so fearful that they fear every one. They even fear family and the only friends that they have left. They are suspicious of the way people talk and act. They are suspicious of all people. Friends are betrayed and family members are disrespected as a result of the war. Ishmael finally decides to split from the group. He thinks that he will be able to cope with the tradgedys better and be able to stay safe and not look as suspicous. He thinks it will give him time to  think about his life and what he can do to fix it.

Tuesday, October 7, 2008

Chapter 1 and 2

The first two chapters were very different. They were different from each other and different from Things Fall Apart. The chapter was a story of happiness. The start makes it seem like the book will be somewhat happy. The book starts with the friends talking about rapping that they heard on MTV in a hut, and working on their act for the talent show. We see these kids as happy, playful, and peaceful. They think that the war will never reach them and are very optimistic. But, in the second chapter things are very different. It tells a story of violence and bloodshed. There are people dead and dying in the streets. No one seems to have a problem with it. The people seem to be used to seeing dead bodies in the streets. They seem to be used to seeing people and children dying and knowing not to help them because it won't really help. The second chapter gives us the information that children are being kidnapped and forced to fight in the war. The children and the other kidnapped people are "running" and keep the war going.

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

The Ibo people don't really accept the white people at first. This results in the white people destroying a village of the Ibo. The white people do not understand why the white people are there. The white people then try to convert the Ibo to Christianity and the Ibo do not understand the concept of the Trinity. After a little bit some of the natives begin to understand and some of them start to convert to Christianity. The white men do not respect the natives at all. They consider them not as humans but as animals or savages. They treat them like animals and try to control them. They do not think that the Ibo customs and culture is valid or realistic and ignore it completely and do not consider how they do things. They do things to the Ibo or force the Ibo to do things that is opposite their culture. This results in very poor treatment of the Ibo. They do not respect them and treat them as savages and try to tame them. The British veiw the Africans as the animals that roam the conitenint. They think of them as very low, intelligent, wild savages. The British think no higher of them than they do the lowest peasants.

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

Okonkwo

Okonkwo still does not treat his wives with respect. He still expects them to do the chores and take care of them. He still beats his wives. He thinks that his son is a failure because he cares about other people and doesn't understand why Ikemufuna. He thinks he is weak because he is a convert to christianity. He shows this by choking Nwoye. He disrespects him. He expects him to be manly and be a wreslter.
This one-sidedness creates many problems. He thinks he is a failure because he was exiled and is pouting. He thinks he has it terrible and his life is awful when really, he has gotten a nice break. He got a bag of yam seeds, a lot to build on and supplies. He doesn't understand what other people are going through. He thinks that because he was exiled he is a failure. This characteristic also causes other problems. Okonkwo becomes depressed. He is lazy and takes out his frustration on other people. He chokes his son and is always grumpy and in a sour mood. He cares only for himself and thinks that the world revovles around him. He is selfish and spoiled.

Wednesday, August 27, 2008

So much unfareness of things

No, I feel that his punishment was not fair because they could not relate and did not try to understand where he was coming from. Yes, cheating was bad, but if they had taken the time to find out and understand the pressure he was under the outcome could have been different. If their decision was the same then that is fine but they did not think or attempt to realize his situation. He still deserved to be punished but they should have researched and let him tell them why he did it. He went in to the office and they already had their minds made up that he would be expelled. They had no idea of his side of the story.
I felt that his father treated him well. His father understood that he had not been loving and had put too much pressure on his soon to do well. Some of his friends were good but some were not. I thought the faculty was awful. They were disrespectful and not any bit sympathetic. They did not care that he was leaving. They did not respect him enough to understand why he cheated or what caused him to cheat or how he cheated. They were stubborn and did not change their minds.

Friday, August 22, 2008

1. The last meal I had at a restaurant was chinese food.

2. Peas is something I intensely dislike.

3. The full moon ___?_______.

4. ___hi_______ is one of my favorite local expressions.

5. Sometimes it's best to ___be like me_______.

6. __step brothers________ is the best movie I've seen so far this year!

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I’m looking forward to _a bat mitzfah____, tomorrow my plans include _bat mitzfah____ and Sunday, I want to _sleep____!

Thursday, August 21, 2008

Not Waving But Drowning

If you peg someone wrong and you think that they will be thick-headed and a jerk, but they turn out to be really nice and kind and think highly of others it is kind of a good and bad situation. It is good because you don't have to put up with there ego and you met a nice friend. But it is also bad because you have wasted time that you could have been using to hang out with them or become better friends with them. But having a good intial opinion and have that changed is awful. I have had that happen many times. It is bad because you could have been spending time with a person that is nice and fun to be around. You also sometimes could get judged wrong because you hang out with this person. For example if this person turns up to be a drug seller or does drugs, people could think that you do drugs or could have that suspicion. Being wrongly judged is never fun. Even if they think you will be mean and find out you are nice because they could have told somebody intialy that you were not who you are and that person tells somebody and the chain goes on and on. Hopefully no one ever gets pegged as nice and kind when they are not. Either way I don't think people should judge others before meeting them and hanging out with them a couple of times. You can't judge a book by its cover.

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